Can I be honest?
Can I be real?
Can I share a glimpse into my current journey with God?
Can I show you that I don’t have it all together, I’m NOT perfect.
Since graduating in 2014, I’ve been in a very silent and emotionally draining season spiritually. It’s been a season of many emotions, but mainly confusion, pain, disappointment, discouragement, and a host of other negative emotions. I find myself daily questioning where God is and what He is doing.
What happens when a season of life just keep going on…when feelings of uncertainty, discouragement, and confusion just keep coming?
What do you do?
Below are inspired Psalms I love written with a twist.
(Inspired by Psalm 69:17-18) God where are you? Why are you taking so long to answer me in my time of need? I’m in deep mess. See all the foolishness around me. My enemies are rejoicing. It feels like all the weapons formed against me are prospering.
(Inspired by Psalm 40:12-13) God everywhere I look I see trouble and mess. My issues, failure and mistakes are more than I can count. I have no idea how I’m going to get out of this mess. I’ve lost all motivation and strength to continue. God help me. Come quickly and help me.
(Inspired by Psalm 46:1-2). God You are my only safe place. You are my strength when I have no strength. You’re always ready to help me when I’m in trouble. Even though my life is in complete shambles and I have no idea how I will survive, I won’t worry or be afraid. Those are wasted emotions anyway. But seriously, can You do something though????